I almost died this morning, in my dream. It was very shocking, actually. Not at all like the dreams I had as a child, the ones that were filled with adventure and where I would race up to the edge of a grand cliff before awakening, full of adrenaline. No. This morning’s dream was different. [...]
Entering the Unknown
I’ve been very silent for the past week or so, both online and off. I don’t know what it’s about, really. I simply get hit by a wave of exhaustion when I think about… thinking, much less talking or writing. I’d love to blame it on the June Gloom that descends upon Los Angeles at [...]
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Fear and the Tooth Fairy
I had a dental emergency yesterday; one of my last three remaining baby teeth got yanked out of my head. Yes, I still have baby teeth – it’s a genetic thing. Yes, I now have a hole in my mouth – luckily, it’s in the back and not particularly noticeable. And yes, I’ve only been [...]
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Relinquishing A Dream
Perhaps there is a man out there who will someday sweep me off my feet, or whose feet I will knock out from under him. Perhaps not. The likelihood that, if it happens, it will occur before my uterus retires for this lifetime is slim. I do not have the financial means nor heart’s desire [...]
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Ready or Not
“I wish I loved anything enough to stay put,” writes Birdykins in yesterday’s beautiful post. I freeze in recognition. I understand the need to be mobile and free. To fly. To run. To flee. From them. From you. From me. Of course, I read “anything” as… ANYONE. But the statement doesn’t tell the whole story, [...]
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