I love how the absurdity of my emotional swings is documented within these Pleasure Notes. Yesterday morning, I was feeling all sparkly and light. This morning, I woke up in dark, stormy impotence. The moment has clung to me – I am short tempered, everyone with whom I’m interacting is clearly an idiot, I’m outraged [...]
Rain And Me
Today is day THREE of grey skies and crying clouds. I am not a happy camper. In fact, as minute after minute ticks by without a ray of bright sunlight reaching me, I become more filled with inexplicable rage. I feel increasingly claustrophobic. Human beings morph into screaming hyenas. I transform into a banshee. There [...]
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Entering the Unknown
I’ve been very silent for the past week or so, both online and off. I don’t know what it’s about, really. I simply get hit by a wave of exhaustion when I think about… thinking, much less talking or writing. I’d love to blame it on the June Gloom that descends upon Los Angeles at [...]
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Candle Light
I came home last night and lit a candle, not one of the nice ones but rather the battered, shapeless ones that has melted irregularly and is near its end. I didn’t light it with any ritual in mind. I wasn’t mourning anything, per se. Nor was I celebrating anything. I simply needed AIR and [...]
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Pleasure Bouquets: Feeling Prickly
Do you ever just have one of those days when you find yourself feeling prickly for no apparent reason? The symptoms are pretty obvious. The line to get coffee seems intolerably long. The road is full of idiot drivers who wouldn’t know what a gas pedal was if it hit them in the ass. The [...]
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